Holidays here, holidays there...there's a lot of free time now, which we , young people, should spend in places faaaaaaaaaaar faaaaaaaar away from our home towns...and I remain here, alone- should be like two weeks in a couple of days - in my empty house. I can't possibly complain about that, at least my mother-from-hell, and my father-the-most-irritating-guy-in-the-world are far away from ME - the result o this is peaceful, quiet home, without them screaming like a baboons in rage.
Now while I'm thinking of this...it's a good idea to film it and post it on the YouTube Oo Wonder if I could get money from that Oo
I got into college, yeah. Gonna study my favourite subject, English. O_o sorry for any mistakes I'm about to make here( -yeah, girl says she's going to study a LANGUAGE, even though sometimes she writes I ARE instead of I AM...oh, almighty irony), but...I'm gonna go to collage to learn ...things....I think. xD
There are days when i think that boredom will detach her jaw an swallow me all. There's simply NOTHING TO DO right now. And the thought of getting a job doesn't really thrill me...at all. There are times when I just want to curl up in my bed and sleep all day long, but then.... it's a waste of time, doing nothing. I can't believe I'm saying this: I WISH COLLEGE WOULD START UP SOON. Jesus. I think I'm really fucked up person...I miss school. O_O I actually would go there with plenty of pleasure , walk through the doors of my old to-be-hated school, sit in my desk and just spend all day in, even if I had to hear some bullshit about "students, who are sexually attracted to pigeons" like my old biology teacher liked to talk about( I hated the nasty motherfucker, but who cares now, huh), and see all these damn classmates, which normally you would greet in the street for a few months after graduation, and after a year you wouldn't even shake hands with on the street. You know, the people who you wanted to strangle sometimes, while in school.

Does this mean that I will end up in school eventually? I mean, like a teacher? I can't imagine myself working in a bank, or in cafeteria as a waitress...or even as a manager or whoever in some kind of shop or company. All I thought about is ...uh, teaching Oo Which is not a normal reaction Oo Plus, I don't have a single bit of patience towards others. I CAN'T TEACH.
Maybe when I'll finally become a noble professor-of-the-english-language I'll just teach the guys there in collage Oo And then it'll be like 'you didn't pass? not my problem, mate! you're not good enough? gtfo!'

Oh, and I've uh, been rejected Oo? yeah that's the word xD But really, the mate was a total blockhead XD And a total coward, too Xd but I think there really ARE people like him, I guess...I mean the type, which secretly likes you, but you are not sure about that, in fact you don't know nothing AT ALL and then he tells you this and that and tries to blame YOU for NOT TRYING TOO HARD.Even though you've almost ripped off your own veins in worries about him. Sorry, but not in this show, come on.In fact, I'm too good for people. O_O They always get on my good side, and then cast me away like a used piece of toilet paper. And I won't end in a nasty pipe and go straight to the Mediterrenean Sea...I'm gonna lay on the street where I've beedn thrown away and just decompose in a few days.
I need a beer. This will rush me into alcoholism. Woohoo.

And I need a psychologist. Or a psychiatrist.